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DrowningInTheStars

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
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My Bio
Let me get back to you on that.

Favourite Visual Artist
Lauren Faust
Favourite Movies
[Pan's] Labyrinth
Favourite TV Shows
Macross Frontier, Soul Eater, My Little Pony
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tool, MSI, Rick Astley
Favourite Books
Jacob Have I Loved
Favourite Games
Firetruck[jk]
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Miku Miku Dance, Gimp, Avi ReCompressor, GIFsoup
And I realized something. I don't care anymore. If I were given the power to change whatever I wanted in the world, I wouldn't change anything at all. Why? Am I happy? No. I'm paranoid, psychotic, and manic-depressive. I have enough mental pain and disturbance that any happiness is just a temporary condition at this point. I don't care. Most people would end cancer, they would bring world peace, end world hunger. I simply can't be asked to care anymore. I think I'm gone. I think I'm emotionally dead. Or just dead. It feels so empty, sometimes it hurts, but I really just don't care. I dream in color, I see blood. I see ponies, but I hurt th
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Hmm...

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feeling down

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I'm too lonely.. I mean, I can't focus on anything at all because i keep thinking about just holding someone i care about. It's been so long and it's just fucking with my head. I'm not sleeping well, so i'm hearing and/or seeing things most of the time, and i've become paranoid, too. I just really need somebody. I can't focus on school work, i can't focus on my already shitty art, i can't focus on games, i can't focus on shooting, i'm just not there anymore. sigh... I'll stop now, before i decide that i'm worthless and delete all of my deviations and close the account.
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Give ♥ This ♥ To ♥ The ♥ Twelve ♥ Nicest ♥ People ♥ You ♥ Know ♥ If ♥ You ♥ Get ♥ Five ♥ Back ♥ You ♥ Must ♥ Be ♥ Perfect ♥
I want you to know that you are amazing and you're my friend until death. If I don't get this back, I understand.But I have a game for you, once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people, including the person that sent it to you. if you receive ar least 3 back,you are loved. Nobody knows how important something is until.......................they lose it. Tonight, right at 12:00am, the person you like is going to realize that they love you! Then, something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00am. Be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck with love for a whole year. Send this to15 people and see what happens
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