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And I realized something.

I don't care anymore. If I were given the power to change whatever I wanted in the world, I wouldn't change anything at all. Why? Am I happy? No. I'm paranoid, psychotic, and manic-depressive. I have enough mental pain and disturbance that any happiness is just a temporary condition at this point. I don't care. Most people would end cancer, they would bring world peace, end world hunger. I simply can't be asked to care anymore.

I think I'm gone. I think I'm emotionally dead. Or just dead. It feels so empty, sometimes it hurts, but I really just don't care.

I dream in color, I see blood. I see ponies, but I hurt them. I see people, but they die. I see civilizations, but they fall. I see love, but it hurts, and dies. The world could end right now.

I don't care.

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Give ♥ This ♥ To ♥ The ♥ Twelve ♥ Nicest ♥ People ♥ You ♥ Know ♥ If ♥ You ♥ Get ♥ Five ♥ Back ♥ You ♥ Must ♥ Be ♥ Perfect ♥
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I want you to know that you are amazing and you're my friend until death. If I don't get this back, I understand.But I have a game for you, once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people, including the person that sent it to you. if you receive ar least 3 back,you are loved. Nobody knows how important something is until.......................they lose it. Tonight, right at 12:00am, the person you like is going to realize that they love you! Then, something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00am. Be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck with love for a whole year. Send this to15 people and see what happens
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animecat33 Feb 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday
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AnimeEmm Feb 11, 2012  Professional Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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Shadowdank Jan 11, 2012  Student Photographer
Thanks for the fav!
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AnimeEmm Jan 7, 2012  Professional Artist
thanks for the watch
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DrowningInTheStars Jan 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
back at you :meow:
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AnimeEmm Jan 8, 2012  Professional Artist
:3 your welcome
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Damn-Yuki Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch, faves and llama! Back at'cha! :D
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DrowningInTheStars Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
and thanks to you too! :D
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