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And I realized something.

I don't care anymore. If I were given the power to change whatever I wanted in the world, I wouldn't change anything at all. Why? Am I happy? No. I'm paranoid, psychotic, and manic-depressive. I have enough mental pain and disturbance that any happiness is just a temporary condition at this point. I don't care. Most people would end cancer, they would bring world peace, end world hunger. I simply can't be asked to care anymore.

I think I'm gone. I think I'm emotionally dead. Or just dead. It feels so empty, sometimes it hurts, but I really just don't care.

I dream in color, I see blood. I see ponies, but I hurt them. I see people, but they die. I see civilizations, but they fall. I see love, but it hurts, and dies. The world could end right now.

I don't care.

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Dementor67 Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
Give ♥ This ♥ To ♥ The ♥ Twelve ♥ Nicest ♥ People ♥ You ♥ Know ♥ If ♥ You ♥ Get ♥ Five ♥ Back ♥ You ♥ Must ♥ Be ♥ Perfect ♥
Saphrire Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012
I want you to know that you are amazing and you're my friend until death. If I don't get this back, I understand.But I have a game for you, once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people, including the person that sent it to you. if you receive ar least 3 back,you are loved. Nobody knows how important something is until.......................they lose it. Tonight, right at 12:00am, the person you like is going to realize that they love you! Then, something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00am. Be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck with love for a whole year. Send this to15 people and see what happens
animecat33 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday
AnimeEmm Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Professional Artist
Shadowdank Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2012  Student Photographer
Thanks for the fav!
AnimeEmm Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2012  Professional Artist
thanks for the watch
DrowningInTheStars Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
back at you :meow:
AnimeEmm Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012  Professional Artist
:3 your welcome
Damn-Yuki Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch, faves and llama! Back at'cha! :D
DrowningInTheStars Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
and thanks to you too! :D
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